Im so sorry. Sometimes God takes them with no answers. I lost my cat Finnegan to Leukemia that way. He died in my arms as well. I understand how it hurts. I see his spirit in my Afa though so I feel like he is still with me. He always put his entire head in my glass to drink my water. Afa does the same thing. The first time she did it I said "Is that my Finnegan in there?" as I looked in her eyes. Then I cried. And I cry now. Gipper looks very very sweet.

Thanks guys! I feel better after talking with you all.