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Originally Posted by Koky another thread brought back my memories and made me feel like posting here.
glad I can come back to it and post again. I am crying at the moment. I just can't seem to get over the loss of her.
it is probably caught up with feelings over my father. this I know.
when he was dying so was manau. manau was something to hang onto. how could I lose 2 most important things in my life in such a short time. so cruel, both of their deaths, both struggled, both in pain, both trying to breathe. It will haunt me till my end watching them suffer so.
My Dad, remembered 4/08/06 Manau 19/01/07
Think I should get some grief councelling aye. No one ever gave me the chance to catch my breath, let alone put an arm round me and give me a hug for the losses. |
You make me want to fly over & give you a hug.
I think that some councelling would be a good idea. I have been really worried about the issues of loss for some time. I've been reading tons from those who specialize in the power of the mind. My mind will take me thru some very upsetting scenarios - almost torturing me. Why oh why do we do this? The alternative is to only think of all the great things these people/pets gave to you to make you the wonder you are.
I shut my mind up when it starts to hurt me. I think you should too.
Manau wouldn't want you all cut up inside - nor your Dad.