i thought i was safe..and id have my babys for years i woke up went into the bird room and poitins dead, my avian vets on holidays...i cant track down the only other one in ireland...
cant go back up to dundalk cause i dont wanna see his empty cage...
god i love that little brat so much
he wasnt ment to die...i was ment to have him for years...he was ment to be there for when i was married and had kids and now hes gone
i keep thinking what did i do wrong... he was perfect yesterday there was nothing wrong and now hes gone
i want a post mortem done but not if i dont get his body back...
i cnt believe im a blubbering wreck...ive had animals die before and been fine...
just thought i should tell you guys...
my friend john just rang and he was crying...hes only known poitin a week for god sake lol..shows how much the brat affected people near him!
i couldnt go near his cage...my dad put it in the spare room till we see if we have to put his little body in the fridge or if we are burying him
god i miss him... |